Rant of Why I Don't Study at home

1. People ALWAYS come in and out of my room. While this problem could be remedied by simply locking you all out, forbidding you from coming in, there is just one thing, I SHARE THE ROOM. Therefore, there will never ever be enough time or availability for privacy when someone needs that room as well. 
2. Since you tend to use the phone for six hours at the top of your lungs so that the entire San Diego can hear you, or you get into an argument that requires your voice raised so that the neighborhood can hear you, could you keep it down for the equivalent time that I study? I tend to study hard...like six hours?
3. NO COFFEE! No excuses, you threw away my $80 coffee maker that  I received for a present. There isn't a replacement, you never purchased one as you promised, so I will remain going to Starbucks since there isn't a machine here that i can use. 
4. More work is done outside than not leaving the house. Especially in an objective environment like a library.
5. The library is 24/7!
6. My grades got better after I started going to do work outside. 
7. You can't do work in a place associate with eating, sleep, or relaxation.
8. l end up searching for food in the kitchen, relax while doing work in the living room, or sleep in the bedroom. 
9. It never worked and never will.

So stop being selfish and stop calling me to come home and study here in this hostile working environment. Let me try to study as you yell at me to put away the dishes. 

Jams of the Day cue 1997

The Wallflowers - One Headlight

Matchbox 20 - Back to Good

Friday 5: Favorite NSYNC Songs

1. The Two of Us

2. Falling

3. It Makes Me Ill

4. I Want You Back

5. Tell Me Tell Me 

Just another day

Chillin at Lily's new bakery

Thanksgiving was okay. Spent most of it sleeping and succumbing to my tryptophan. Did some hours at the Bakery with Lily. Coming to love the Sisig, especially since when I first had it, it was super lemon-y. I'm kind of regretting posting this especially since there is nothing of substance to post. I'm just imposing nothing to the world with this. I worked, I cleaned the house, and later I'm having dinner with Rahmaan since he didn't get to come with my sister and I to the Charger game at True North.

Clashing Hours

• I knew that it would be a matter of time before hours at the ticket off would interfere with hours at Montezuma. Had to work it out and so that leaves thursday/friday afternoons open for the bakery. Then all of January, no ticket office until my hours or my situation is figured out. 
• it's unfortunate that i'll have to drop something. I really will need to. ;(

Unexpected News and Yet More News

• Since somewhere down the line I extremely miscounted, I'll just stop counting. But this post will still be labelled under my 366 posts. 
• I learned that a little over a week ago, my long time neighbor Charles had passed away. He has lived near me for all of my life. A little over ten years ago, he started spending time with his girlfriend who lived in El Cajon, but within the past month I had learned that his children were trying to force him into a retirement home. This is where the differences of our cultural upbringings got the best of me and I wondered how could people do that to their own father. They even gave Charles housekeeper and wife two weeks to get out of the house and find work elsewhere. It has really been quite a shock, but the humdinger of it all is that his children had had him cremated without anybody knowing anything. Although Charles and I were only on salutations basis, he is someone that I had come to respect in my neighborhood. I thought he was exceptional that at his age he had a girlfriend that he went dancing with. I'll miss Julio, Conception, and their dog Lily. Julio has helped around our house and fixed things when he needed help. He even checked out my car and said that my battery's alternator needed to be replaced. I'll miss hearing Conception's voice when you know that Julio had gon fucked up. These are just changes in life that I have no choice but to watch unravel before my eyes and through the gossip. RIP Charles. 
• I am now working three jobs. How did that happen? But either way I need to figure out a way to balance it all and cut out what isn't necessary. I know which one I'll eventually have to phase out,  but I'll have to cut some things out of my life. 

340

Wait what? 340? Does that mean that there is only 26 days left in the year? then I've definitely miscounted. Somewhere down the line, I've absolutely miscounted. I apologize.

Jam of the Day. Maybe it's because of my extreme sensitivity and moodiness but I heard this song the other day, and I felt the need to sympathetically awe. Then again, if any of my friends are still disappointed about Jessica Sanchez losing to him, either way, the song is utterly sweet.

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